Marubuci, darekta, kuma mai wasan kwaikwayo Craig Mapp ya yi kamar ya share tsawon rayuwarsa a mahadar hanyoyin da bai zaɓi wa kansa ba, amma duk da haka ya yarda cewa kowane ɗayan waɗannan wuraren tarurrukan ya tsara mutumin da ya zama.

Dan mahaifin bakar fata kuma mahaifiyarsa ta asali, Mapp ya share shekarun haihuwarsa wajen gano matsayinsa a duniya. Ya tuna da farin ciki yana wasa tare da 'yan uwansa na kabilu a wani keɓewa da ƙoƙari ya tsinke daga dangin mahaifinsa abin da ma'anar baƙar fata.

Duk da kalubalen da ke bayyane lokacin da wadannan duniyoyi biyu suka yi karo da juna a wani lokaci, duk da haka, har yanzu yana tuna yadda ya girma a matsayin kyakkyawar kwarewa, da kuma wacce ta shirya shi sosai don yawan al'adun duniya da ke kewaye da shi.

Lokacin da lokacin zabawa kansa hanya a rayuwa, ya halarci makarantar koyon fina-finai ta New York a Burbank, Kalifoniya inda ya sami BFA a fim, kuma ya ɓata lokacinsa tun lokacin da yake kan hanyarsa, yana ɗaukar ayyukan da za su fi kyau shirya shi ya zama mai ba da labari da mai shirya fim da yake so ya zama.

Mai son firgitarwa na tsawon lokaci yana da abin fada da yawa lokacin da muka zauna don tattauna alkiblar da rayuwarsa ta bi a cikin 'yan shekarun nan, da kuma fina-finan da suka yi tasiri kansu da kuma shafa shi a matsayin ɗan fim da kuma masoyi.

"Ina son burgewar da nake ji," in ji shi. “Irin wannan saurin ne a wurina. Ina son irin waɗannan fina-finai masu ban tsoro irin na hankali Raba. Ina son yadda baku san lokacin da fargabar ta zo ba. Wannan saurin gudu kawai ya sanya fata na ta rarrafe. ”

Mapp ya ci gaba da jera fina-finai kamar Suspiria da kuma The Shining a cikin jerin abubuwan da aka fi so, kodayake ya ce, yana damun shi cewa ba a ba da jin daɗin girmamawa a wasu ɓangarorin. Ya nuna cewa Jordan Peele ya lashe kyautar Kwalejin don Fita ji kamar nasara ga fiye da kawai mai yin fim a wannan lokacin.

"Ba zan iya taimakawa ba sai dai na ji wannan yana bude kofofin kuma ba wai kawai don yanayin tsoro ba har ma da bakaken fata su kirkira cikin yanayin tsoro," in ji shi. “Shima bawai kawai yana kirkirar kayan kwalliya bane. Yana kirkirar kayan gargajiya. Akwai matakan da yawa a can. ”

Waɗannan matakan guda ɗaya ne da Mapp yake neman kawowa cikin sabon fim ɗin fasalin da yake rubutawa a halin yanzu wanda ya shiga cikin tatsuniyoyin ƙabilar Algonquin na Quebec. Wata dama ce a gare shi ya faɗi labarin da ya tabbata a duniyar mutanen mahaifiyarsa kuma ra'ayin yana faranta masa rai yayin da yake ƙara nauyin aiki.

"Zai tabo batun mulkin mallaka da sasantawa da Faransawa," in ji shi. “Fyade da kwasar ganima sun ci gaba a wannan lokacin kuma babban halina shine mace wacce ta fito daga hakan. Tana rabin Faransanci rabi Algonquin kuma tana ƙoƙari ta sami matsayinta a waccan duniyar. Al’adun ‘yan asalin ba wani abu bane a fim, musamman ma daga ra’ayin‘ yan kasar, kuma ina so in kawo hakan a fili. ”

A cikin labarin, maza da yawa daga cikin kabilun nata sun ji rauni ko kuma sun kasa fita don tallafawa mutanensu, don haka sai ta fara kame-kame kamar abin da take ganin ita ce kawai hanyarta ta mayar da kabilar. Abun takaici ne gareta, yayin da ta shiga daji, sai ta tsinci kanta da fuskar dodannin daga labaran da aka fada mata a rayuwarta gaba daya.

Ya kara da cewa "Mutanen mahaifiyata suna da matatar gaske kuma ina so in nuna hakan," “Amma kuma ina so in nunawa mutane Kanada ta hanyar da yawancin mutane basa gani. Mutane da yawa sun san Vancouver ko Montreal, amma ba a taɓa gabatar da su a cikin Great Woods na Kanada ba. ”

Mapp ya tsara wannan yanayin ta hanyan bayyana hanyoyi don nuna kansa a matsayin wani daga duniyoyi biyu, amma kuma ya kawo wani abu, watakila ma yafi mutumci, ga halin da zata kasance mai kamewa.

Mapp, da kansa, ya bayyana a matsayin ɗan luwadi kuma kwanan nan ya bayyana wannan a fili.

"A koyaushe na san cewa soyayyata za ta iya faɗuwa tare da kowa," in ji shi. “Haƙiƙa ya zo ne game da ko ban yi laushi da mutum ba maimakon nuna bambancin jinsi na mutumin. Ya girma, mahaifina Kirista ne mai tsananin ƙarfi saboda haka wani ɓangare ne na kaina ban sami damar bincika ba har sai na tsufa. ”

Mai shirya fim ɗin ya jima yana zuwa wurin abokansa, kuma ya ce ya yi kwanan wata a duk faɗin, amma abubuwa sun zama gaske lokacin da ya yanke shawarar sanya shi “Facebook Official.”

“Facebook kayan aiki ne masu karfi. Wasu ranakun na kan ji kamar ma zan iya sauya wasu tunani, ”ya fada yana dariya. “Gaskiya wannan matsin lamba ne sosai kuma ina jin kamar bakaken fata masu sannu a hankali suna karya wasu abubuwa da ke cikin babbar al'ummarmu. Yana jin daɗi idan madaidaiciyar baƙar fata ta ce da ni cewa bai taɓa yin la’akari da wani abu da zan buga ba game da zama mai fata da baki kuma abin birgewa. Sannan kuma na samu mutanen da suke cewa bakaken al'ummomin LGBTQ suna rusa al'umar baƙar fata kuma ina son in ɗora kaina a bango. "

Duk da 'yan kwanaki a kurkukun Facebook a nan da can, Mapp ya kula da sauyawar a bayyane tare da alherin da ya samu na girma a matsayin gada tsakanin al'adu biyu, kuma manyan baiwarsa suna ci gaba da furewa tare da wahayinsa.

Ban yi shakku ba waɗannan waƙoƙin za su ci gaba da tsara da haɓaka nau'in nau'in da muke so. Yi alama a maganata, Craig Mapp suna ne da za ku so ku sani.