"Na kasance mai ban tsoro a duk rayuwata," in ji Michelle Hanson a lokacin da muke hira da Watan Girman Gaggawa na IHorror. "Ni ma luwadi ne a duk tsawon rayuwata, amma ban sani ba har sai na kai shekara 19."

Kuma tare da wannan, mun tafi tsere.

Hanson, wanda ke aiki tare da ƙungiyar wasan kwaikwayo a Columbus, Ohio, ya sa huluna da yawa a cikin kasuwancin nishaɗi. Ba wai kawai marubuciya ba ce kuma darakta ce a wasannin kwaikwayo da fina-finai ba, amma kuma marubuciya ce da aka wallafa kuma mai daukar hoto na wani lokaci.

Daga cikin duk abubuwan da take son yi, amma, tsoro yana kusa da saman jerin.

Ta ce: "Na yi girma musamman a fannin yankan kai," in ji ta. “Na girma a cikin shekarun 80s da 90s saboda haka akwai wadata da yawa a wurina, amma kuma ina son fina-finai masu hankali kamar Silence na Lambs. Lokacin da fim ya shiga cikin zuciyar ku ya manne da ku, yana da kama da azabtar da hankali kuma ina son hakan. ”

Idan ta waiwaya kan wa] annan finafinai masu ban tsoro da ta girma tare, Hanson ta ce ta fahimci cewa fitowa da kuma yarda da kanta da gaske bai canza yadda take kallon su ba, amma hakan ya sa ta fahimci wasu abubuwa game da alakarta da jaruman.

Hanson ya ce: "Ina ganin da yawa daga wadannan halayen, akwai jan hankali da ban sani ba kafin na fito," "Ina son fim ɗin Freddy tun suna yaro kuma duk matan da ke cikin waɗannan fina-finai suna da kwazo amma hakan bai taɓa ɗauke su daga ƙarfinsu ko hankalinsu ba."

Amma game da wannan yanayin na firgita na hankali, yana taka rawa a cikin wasu finafinan Hanson kansa, kuma tana da sha'awar raba dalla-dalla game da wasu ayyukan da ta yi aiki a kan su kwanan nan.

Daya, wani gajeren fim ake kira Wato, yayi ma'amala da direban raba-wanda wanda kudin sayan sa ya zama mai kisan kai.

“Saboda hakkin mallaka, ban iya amfani da Uber ba,” ta yi dariya, tana bayanin taken. “Don haka direban 'Veho' ya ɗauki mai kisan gillar kuma masu sauraro sun san yadda mutumin yake tun daga farko. Saurayin, maimakon ya hau kujerar mulki, sai ya fara azabtar da talaka. ”

Don haka, yaya zancen yadda ake nuna 'yan madigo a cikin finafinai masu ban tsoro?

Hanson ya ce: "Abin da na fahimta shi ne, cewa 'yan madigo a cikin fina-finai masu ban tsoro suna nan don ci gaba da kallon malean kallo maza." "Babu wani abu a wurin da ke nuni da yadda ake son zama 'yan madigo a zahiri."

Ta nuna yanayin halayyar maza da mata da ake gani a cikin jinsin, kuma wani misali na gwaji na jima'i tsakanin mata biyu da ke haifar da ainihin fata.

“Na gamsu da cewa wani yaro dan shekara 12 ya rubuta Jikin Jennifer, ”Hanson ya bayyana. "Lokacin da na gano cewa ba marubuciya ba ce kawai ta rubuta shi, har ma wacce nake girmamawa sosai, na yi mamaki."

Ga wadanda ba a sani ba, Jikin Jennifer ya ƙunshi ɗayan abubuwan da ba shi da amfani sosai na yanayin farat ɗaya da budurwa mara ma'ana da na taɓa gani, kuma a fili ya buge Hanson da kyau.

Wannan irin maganganun banza ne ke taimaka wa Hanson don ci gaba da ƙirƙirawa, duk da haka, har ma ta rubuta wani ɗan gajeren zane wanda ta faɗaɗa zuwa wani ɗan gajeren fim wanda ya danganci ra'ayin yarinyar ƙarshe.

“Idan yarinya ta ƙarshe a zahiri tana cikin alaƙar 'yan madigo kuma suna tare a ƙarshen fim ɗin, yaya abin zai kaya? Shin ɗayansu da in mutu? ” Ta tambaya. “Ya ƙare da kasancewa wani irin waƙoƙi na Jumma'a da 13th a cikin hoton zane na asali kuma mun ɗan more wasa a wannan trope. ”

A takaice fim, Girlsan Matan ƙarshe, an gama. Wakar nishadantarwa mai kayatarwa ce kuma muna farin cikin raba muku shi a ƙarshen wannan labarin!

Tambayoyin da marubucin / daraktan ya gabatar sun juya tattaunawar zuwa makomar shigar da LGBTQ cikin nau'in tsoro, kuma akwai wasu batutuwa da take son yi.

Aya, shigar da hankali cikin tsoro yana da mahimmanci don ganuwa, amma membobin ƙungiyar LGBTQ waɗanda suke son haɗawar suma dole ne su gane cewa yana nufin dole ne mu haɗu da gaskiyar cewa wani lokaci zamu iya zama mugaye kuma wani lokacin muna iya zama wanda aka azabtar,

A wata ma'anar, saboda kawai mutum mai mutu'a ya mutu a fim din bai sa fim ɗin ya zama mai yin luwadi ba.

Hanson ya ce: "Idan ana kashe dabi'ar 'yan luwadi saboda su' yan luwadi ne, to wannan laifi ne na kiyayya." “Idan an kashe su saboda mutane da yawa a cikin fim ana kashe su kuma kawai sun kasance ɗaya daga cikin da yawa, to wannan daidai ne. Wannan shi ne abin da muke ta gwagwarmaya tsawon wannan lokaci. ”

Kuma, Hanson ya ce, a wasu hanyoyi mun fara ganin ci gaba a wannan ɓangaren, koda kuwa game da yaren da muke ji a fina-finai ne, kuma tana nuna fim ɗin musamman. The mai tara kaya da maɓallinsa A Collection a matsayin misalai.

“Akwai wannan batun a fim na farko inda Josh Stewart ya kira wanda ya kashe shi da 'fa ** ot' kuma yana samun wannan tasirin na visceral sosai daga gareshi. Za ku iya fada hakan ya sa shi fushi da aka kira shi duk da cewa sauran sunayen da Stewart ya yi amfani da su ba su sanya shi lokaci ba, ”inji ta. "Sakamakon ya fito ne bayan 'yan shekaru kuma na lura cewa duk da cewa Stewart ya sake kiran saurayin kowane irin suna, ba a yi amfani da kalmar ba. Wannan ba shi ne kawai misalin da za mu iya magana a kansa ba, amma yana jin kamar wannan alama ce da ke nuna cewa kalmomin, a kalla, suna tafiya a kan hanya madaidaiciya. ”

Saboda dukkanmu, Ina fatan cewa Michelle Hanson ta yi gaskiya.

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