Na fara haduwa da Rakefet Abergel ne a bikin Fim na Nightmares a shekarar 2017 bayan ta fito a wani taron tattaunawa game da ci gaban zamantakewar al'umma a cikin yanayin tsoro. Ta kasance, wataƙila, mutumin da ya fi kowa haɗuwa da dariya da na taɓa saduwa da shi.

Ta kuma kasance mafi sauƙin tsoro!

Wata maraice, bikin yana da tsoffin 'yan wasa masu tsoratarwa a cikin taron kuma lokacin da na kalli layin daga falon bene don gano wanda ya saki mafi kyawun ihu a ƙasa, akwai Rakefet, tana riƙe da abin shanta idanunta a rufe kamar voodoo mai ban tsoro sarauniya ta sake ɓacewa cikin taron.

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"Ni ɗaya ne daga cikin Bs a cikin LGBT," in ji ta. "Amma B yayi shiru."

A ce na yi sha'awar magana ce ta rashin faɗi. Ban sani ba lokacin da muka hadu da cewa ita memba ce ta 'yan LGBTQ kwata-kwata, amma akwai wani abin da ke cikin wannan bayanin da ba zan iya sanya yatsana a kai ba.

Bayan ɗan gajeren lokaci na tsarawa, a ƙarshe muka sami damar tsara lokaci don tattaunawa game da gogewarta a matsayinta na mai son yin lalata da juna a cikin masana'antar fim da kuma yadda, koda bayan da ta haɗa da yin luwadi da madigo a cikin gajeren wasan da ya lashe lambar yabo. Jax a cikin Loveauna, Babu wanda ya lura.

A dabi'ance, tambayata ta farko a hirarmu ita ce, "Me kuke nufi da B shiru?"

“Da kyau, ba shiru a gare ni!” Abergel ya yi dariya. “Na bude baki game da ko wanene ni, amma ina jin kamar a cikin yan kungiyar LGBTQ da gaske B yayi shiru. Wani lokaci sai ka ji kamar al’umma ba su dauke mu da muhimmanci ba. ”

Ba zato ba tsammani, bayaninta na baya ba kawai yana da ma'ana ba, amma yana da nauyi mai nauyi da za a ɗauka, kuma yayin da ta ci gaba da ba da labarin abubuwan da ta samu a farkon rayuwarta yayin yawon buɗe ido tare da ƙungiyar 'yan madigo, nauyin wannan bayanin ya ƙara nauyi.

Ta bayyana a yawon bude ido, tare da matar da ta kasance tare da su tsawon shekaru 13, lokacin da wasu daga cikin sauran masu wasan barkwancin suka fara yin maganganu na izgili game da yadda ba ta kasance da gaske a wurin ba saboda ta yi magana a sarari game da luwadi a cikin ayyukanta .

Wasu daga cikin waɗannan matan sun yi rayuwarsu gaba ɗaya a madaidaiciya, kawai sun fito ne daga shekaru 40 zuwa 50 bayan sun sami maza da yara shekaru. Duk da haka, sun nuna yatsunsu a kanta kamar ita ce wacce ba ta da gaske.

"Ba sa son kowa ya hukunta su," in ji ta, "amma sun kware sosai wajen gabatar da hukunci da kansu."

Abergel ta ɗauki takaici da baƙin ciki da ta taɓa ji tsawon shekaru ta zuba a ciki Jax a cikin Loveauna, kirkirar mai kashe jini mai sanyi wanda kawai yake son wani ya dawo da soyayyar da take matukar son bayarwa.

Duk da haka, kodayake Jax, wanda Abergel ya ci kyaututtuka da yawa don wasa a fim, maza da mata suna sha'awar maza, amma babu wanda ya kawo shi kwata-kwata.

"Ba na tuna wani wanda ya taba ambata shi," in ji Abergel. "Wannan ko dai yana nufin cewa an yi shi yadda ya kamata babu wanda ya yi tambaya game da shi, ko kuma kawai an yi watsi da wannan yanayin na halayen."

Ina so in yi tunanin tsohon dalili ne, kuma Abergel ta yarda cewa wannan daidaitaccen ra'ayi shi ne abin da take fata na dogon lokaci.

Fim ɗin yana da ban tsoro kamar yadda Jax zai iya canzawa daga “Ina ƙaunarku” zuwa “Zan kashe ku” da sauri, kuma Abergel ta yarda cewa tana jin tsoron kada ta ci gaba da zama mafi munanan maganganu game da al'adun maza da mata.

"Mutane, kai tsaye da LGBT, za su fito kai tsaye su faɗi abubuwa kamar 'Don haka, wannan yana nufin kun ja hankalin kowa, ko?'" Rakefet ya yi dariya. “Kuma ni kamar 'Shin kuna sha'awar kowane namiji ko mace a duniya? A'a! '”

Matsala ce ta kowane fanni na masana'antar fim. Bayyanannen hoto na haruffan bise da alama babu su, kuma Abergel ta yi mamakin abin da za ta iya yi a wani fim don taimakawa gyara wannan.

Ta ma yi dariya cewa watakila amsar baƙon ce.

“Kawar da dukan akwatunan ba zai faru ba har sai baƙin sun zo,” in ji ta. “Akwai akwatuna biyu kawai a lokacin, kuma zai iya zama akwatin baƙi ko akwatin ɗan adam lokacin da suka far wa jakunanmu. Abin da ke faruwa ne a kowane fim na sci-fi / tsoro tare da baƙi. ”

Ina son kaina in ga abin da Abergel zai iya yi da wannan ra'ayin, amma babban fim dinta na gaba zai zama fim mai ban tsoro na allahntaka game da fatalwa da mallaka tare da alamun dabara na Abinda Ke Qarya a cikin DNA, kodayake ta yarda cewa ba ta ga fim din Harrison Ford / Michelle Pfeiffer kanta ba.

Dangane da wakilci na gaba gaba ɗaya a cikin yanayin ban tsoro da ba tare da ita ba, ta ce tana fatan cewa masu yin fim za su koya don kwatanta gaskiyar bisexuality.

"Ina so in ga haruffa inda ba lokaci ba ne," in ji ta. “Ba wani ne ma ya rude ba. Yadda na bayyana wa mutane shi ne, wani mutum ne ya jawo ni, ba wai jinsi ba, kuma wannan shi ne abin da nake so in ga wani ya sami damar canjin. ”

Muna tare da ku a kan wannan, Rakefet.